21 years old now.
Yet i still don't feel like i live up to that age.
Always have this feeling that this isn't the kind of life im living.
Im actually ashamed of myself when i look at how others are living their life.
I don't wanna make a fool outta myself, my life.
Well. I needa build up a good self image and earn respect from others.
Trying, yet not to my best.

Let nature, takes its course.

I remembered last year which month i fell
For you, it was our first photo together.
Does that ever ring a bell?
The feeling was so real
Never had i been so sure

I remembered the times that we set
The places where we met
And the topics that we chat
Reminisced those times
But now we're like distant ice

I remembered the past you
The one i hated before i .... you
When i sat down and advised you
And be there just for you
Til i see the tremendous change for the good in you

I remembered the sweetness of you when you smile
And how you have been living all this while
Press on to your life, mile after mile
I realized, i can't see you cry
Because it pains me like dunno why

I remembered, and i always remember
And it all started last December
Well, what do you know, Its already September
Doesn't matter how long it takes, just, remember
I'll be waiting, until you, remember.

Situations may change
Personality may change
Everything may change
But
One thing will never.

My heart will never.

多的是，你不知道的事。

I guess, i missed you, too much.

I'll wait, for you.


Just call my name, and
I'll be there.

*Passing by*
*Looked secretly*
*Turns away*



Gotta restrain. Gotta restrain.
Well, at least for now.

Can't really do anything right now
For all the damages i've seen your frown
And right now im in no position
To make decision forbidding precision
I looked at the broken pieces on the floor
And kicked them right outta the open door
These fizzucking pieces flew right back at me
Right through my inner thinner core
It feels so good and it got me back ony my couch
It pricks like wahaha
And when writing down is where i can express
My anguish, my remorse and i got so depressed
No request, not a redress, be at my best
Trying to get things off my chest
Trying not to treat like trash
Solutions cannot be bought by cash
Benjamins can't buy you all ships
Perhaps Poseidon or Titanics
It ain't gonna get you fleets
To get you back on your feet
Like Friend, Relation and Kins
BAM! WHAM! Crashed! And, sinking
I sat down thinking, and got myself, ringing
So here i stand, and then again i sit, thinking
Looking at this crap weeping
Turn off the leaking you, freaking
He definitely deserves to be called for a, beating
Let go my pride and went for the hide
Keeping in this fight, only comes out in the night
Shutting myself down, now, guess thats what is right

Eminem (Feat. Rihanna)

Love The Way You Lie


[Chorus - Rihanna]
Just gonna stand there and watch me burn
Well that's all right because I like the way it hurts
Just gonna stand there and hear me cry
Well that's all right because I love the way you lie
I love the way you lie


[Eminem - Verse 1]
I can't tell you what it really is, I can only tell you what it feels like
And right now it's a steel knife in my windpipe
I can't breathe but I still fight while I can fight
As long as the wrong feels right it's like I'm in flight
High off her love, drunk from my hate, it's like I'm huffin' paint
And I love it the more I suffer, I suffocate
And right before I'm about to drown, she resuscitates me, she fuckin' hates me
And I love it, "wait, where you goin'?"
"I'm leavin' you," "no you ain't come back"
We're runnin' right back, here we go again
So insane, cause when it's goin' good it's goin' great
I'm superman with the wind in his back, she's Lois Lane
But when it's bad it's awful, I feel so ashamed I snap
Whose that dude? I don't even know his name
I laid hands on her
I never stoop so low again
I guess I don't know my own strength


[Chorus]
Just gonna stand there and watch me burn
Well that's all right because I like the way it hurts
Just gonna stand there and hear me cry
Well that's all right because I love the way you lie
I love the way you lie


[Eminem - Verse 2]
You ever love somebody so much you can barely breathe
When you with em you meet and neither one of you even know what hit em
Got that warm fuzzy feeling
Yeah them chills used to get em
Now you're getting fuckin' sick of lookin' at em
You swore you'd never hit em, never do nothin' to hurt em
Now you're in each other's face spewin' venom in your words when you spit em
You push pull each other's hair
Scratch claw hit em throw em down pin em
So lost in the moments when you're in em
It's the rage that took over,it controls you both
So they say it's best to go your seperate ways
Guess that they don't know ya
Cause today that was yesterday
Yesterday is over, it's a different day
Sound like broken records playin' over
But you promised her next time you'll show restraint
You don't get another chance
Life is no nintendo game, but you lied again
Now you get to watch her leave out the window
Guess that's why they call it window pane


[Chorus]
Just gonna stand there and watch me burn
Well that's all right because I like the way it hurts
Just gonna stand there and hear me cry
Well that's all right because I love the way you lie
I love the way you lie


[Eminem - Verse 3]
Now I know we said things, did things, that we didn't mean
And we fall back into the same patterns, same routine
But your temper's just as bad as mine is, you're the same as me
When it comes to love you're just as blinded
Baby please come back, it wasn't you, baby it was me
Maybe our relationship isn't as crazy as it seems
Maybe that's what happens when a tornado meets a volcano
All I know is I love you too much to walk away though
Come inside, pick up the bags off the sidewalk
Don't you hear sincerity in my voice when I talk?
Told you this is my fault, look me in the eyeball
Next time I'm pissed I'll aim my fist at the drywall
Next time there won't be no next time
I apologize even though I know it's lies
I'm tired of the games I just want her back
I know I'm a liar if she ever tries to fuckin' leave again
I'ma tie her to the bed and set this house on fire


[Chorus]
Just gonna stand there and watch me burn
Well that's all right because I like the way it hurts
Just gonna stand there and hear me cry
Well that's all right because I love the way you lie
I love the way you lie


[End]

Eminem : Not Afraid Lyrics

I'm not afraid, to take a stand
Everybody, come take my hand
We'll walk this road together, through the storm
Whatever weather, cold or warm
Just to let you know that you're not alone
Holla if you feel like you've been down the same road

Intro

Yea, It's been a ride....
I guess I had to, go to that place to get to this one
Now some of you, might still be in that place
If you're trying to get out, just follow me
I'll get you there.

Verse 1

You can try and read my lyrics off of this paper before I lay 'em
But you won't take the sting out these words before I say 'em
Cause ain't no way I'mma let you stop me from causing mayhem
When I say I'mma do something I do it, I don't give a damn
What you think, I'm doin' this for me, so fuck the world
Feed it beans, it's gassed up if it thinks it's stopping me
I'mma be what I set out to be, without a doubt undoubtedly
And all those who look down on me I'm tearing down your balcony
No if's, and's, or but's don't try to ask him why or how can he
From Infinite down to the last Relapse album he's still shit
and whether he's on salary or paid hourly
Until he bows out or he shits his bowels out of him
Whichever comes first, for better or worse
He's married to the game, like a "fuck you" for Christmas
His gift is a curse, forget the earth he's got the urge
To pull his dick from the dirt and fuck the whole universe

Chorus

I'm not afraid, to take a stand
Everybody, come take my hand
We'll walk this road together, through the storm
Whatever weather, cold or warm
Just to let you know that you're not alone
Holla' if you feel like you've been down the same road

Verse 2

Okay quit playin' with scissors and shit, and cut the crap
I shouldn't have to rhyme these words in a rhythm for you to know it's a rap
You said you was king, you lied through your teeth
For that fuck your feelings, instead of getting crowned you're getting capped
And to the fans, I'll never let you down again, I'm back
I promise to never go back on that promise, in fact
Let's be honest, that last Relapse CD was "ehhh"
Perhaps I ran them accents into the ground
Relax, I ain't going back to that now
All I'm try'na say is get back, click-clack, blaow (shotgun)
Cause I ain't playin' around
There's a game called circle and I don't know how
I'm way too up to back down
But I think I'm still try'na figure this crap out
Thought I had it mapped out but I guess I didn't
This fucking black cloud still follows me around
But it's time to exercise these demons
These motherfuckers are doing jumping jacks now

Chorus

I'm not afraid, to take a stand
Everybody, come take my hand
We'll walk this road together, through the storm
Whatever weather, cold or warm
Just to let you know that you're not alone
Holla if you feel like you've been down the same road

Bridge

And I just can't keep living this way
So starting today I'm breaking out of this cage
I'm standing up, I'mma face my demons
I'm manning up, I'mma hold my ground
I've had enough, now I'm so fed up
Time to put my life back together right now

Verse 3

It was my decision to get clean, I did it for me
Admittedly, I probably did it subliminally for you
So I could come back a brand new me, you helped see me through
And don't even realize what you did, believe me you
I been through the ringer, but they can do little to the middle finger
I think I got a tear in my eye, I feel like the king of
My world, haters can make like bees with no stingers, and drop dead
No more beef flingers, no more drama from now on, I promise
To focus solely on handling my responsibilities as a father
So I solemnly swear to always treat this roof like my daughters and raise it
You couldn't lift a single shingle on it
Cause the way I feel, I'm strong enough to go to the club
or the corner pub and lift the whole liquor counter up
Cause I'm raising the bar, I shoot for the moon
But I'm too busy gazing at stars, I feel amazin' and

Chorus

I'm not afraid, to take a stand
Everybody, come take my hand
We'll walk this road together, through the storm
Whatever weather, cold or warm
Just to let you know that you're not alone
Holla if you feel like you've been down the same road

Okay its been centuries since i last updated my blog.
Shall update a lil something today then.
2 Years of ITE had finally come to an end!
Woots thats so great!
And yeah, my team has been selected for the SAFMC.
Its a competition on modeling planes and stuffs.
Gotta head down to Science Center tomorrow.
Neck still ache. Back still ache. AH!
Shall get on with life still.
Next direction. NS/Polytechnic!
Commando. ._.
Meanwhile anyone got a job to offer? Good pay if can! :D